MM

i'm so sorry about what happened and i know it isn't easy for you.
right now i really don't know what i can do to help,
all i can do now is really just be there for you.
so i hope that everything turns for the better for you because you deserve it.
love you MM

friends

i miss the ones who i haven't seen for just a mere few weeks.
i miss the ones who i haven't seen for just a few months.
i miss the ones who i haven't seen for nearly a year.
i miss the ones who i haven't seen for years.

forgive

"The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget."

because you may have been forgiven but what you did hasn't been forgotten.

waves

and the waves go crash
i never realised how fun it was just to watch the waves crashing against the rocks

sunset

doesn't look as good in picture...oh well

changed

i don't like it when people you thought you knew really well change to someone you feel you don't really know well, anymore.
what happened to you i don't know. did they influence you just like that?
why did you change.
i don't like who you've become.

miss

i miss you, and theres nothing i can do about it :/

its funny how many facebook groups i can relate so well to

redressed

trees

christmas is here

Tiffany & Co

Hermes

Swarovski

fear

why, why, why?
i have that awful feeling in my stomach
i want it to go away
but i'm scared
i'm worried
i'm distracted
i'm lost

tea?

tea or coffee? i love them both

smoke

smoke from the candle

eve

christmas eve

friday's

TGI FRIDAYS

fry

went to maccas for dinner. ordered a six piece chicken nugget meal. put a fry in my mouth. bit my finger in the process. it hurt.

university?

no, i'm still in high school actually. i wonder why the past few days i'm constantly being mistaken to already be a uni student...

banana

things that happened during the past internetless week
-earthquake rated 4.0 on the richter scale on saturday
-having too much fun in the toy section of the department store (with the peeling banana toy)
-coffee, coffee, more coffee
-buying random bits and bobs
-eating asian alcoholic chicken, ordered by me viv vickie
-separating red beans from red bean soup with vickie
-pigging out on delicious maccas
-pigging out on a not so pleasant crepe

banana

back

wow time flies when you finally get to use internet after being internet deprived for a week
i've been using for two hours catching up on everything i missed in the past week without even realising it
those two hours whizzed past so fast, unlike the long week that's finally over
it feels good to be back.

sunny

just a sunny day in taiwan

7377km

wow first post in taiwan.
and i am currently 7377km away from melbourne right now
according to google anyway

today was a long, long day but after ages we've finally arrived in taiwan
today consisted of many things such as...
flying from melbourne to hk to hk to taipei, getting up at 5:45am or whatever, eating a disgusting breakfast on the plane that was only edible with salt and pepper, rewatching gossip girl episodes and america's next top model, rewatching harry potter and the half blood prince, watching 500 days of summer and julie and julia and eating a decent-ish lunch on the plane and wondering whether the person sitting near us was a guy or a girl, getting pissed off about stupid kids singing chinese songs and the plane and kids crying on the way there.
fun fun...
wow i can't believe i miss melbourne already.

boop

haha epic lol!
ah webcam is so much fun haha
and im going to miss you so much while im in taiwan! ahh
loveyoubabe :)

LIFT

after speech night concluded we went to get some drinks...
and the guy there says to cart
"hey do you want some lemon squash" indicating at a bottle of lift
and so i while crying... "why is it called lemon squash??? its NOT lemon squash its LIFT"
and continues to cry...
and then bean boop and cart crack up laughing while still sort of crying
haha oops.
besides its called LIFT, not lemon squash.

taiwan

it feels so weird hearing "we're going back to taiwan tomorrow"
tomorrow.
this is the first time i've actually felt really really sad about leaving,
even though i'm excited to be going back too
i'm going to miss everyone here so much,
and i'm going to miss out on so much too.
sigh.

cry

it has been ages since i cried that much, i swear
in front of so many people too, right outside hamer hall
art, bean, cart i will miss you guys so much when you all move schools next year
we have had some crazy times this year, especially at our tea parties
and last night was the last time we'll all see each other...in school uniform anyway
and as usual i was the first to cry
though cry might be a bit of an understatement, bawl my eyes out is more like it
i even cried because that random guy called lift, lemon squash
but the point is i'll miss you all so much
boop i am going to miss you so much too, no shopping, camwhoring, or even getting to SEE you for a whole month
and i will see you all in a month when i come back from taiwan...
a month. fuck that is ages away :(
ILOVEYOUALL

fun

fun fun day, speech night rehearsal then speech night in a few hours.
the rest of the day in between rehearsal and the upcoming night itself
seemed slightly pointless
did nothing at all really...

ouch

so the swine flu vaccination wasn't actually too bad
it hurts a little but i felt more numb then pain really
i can't say the side effects aren't annoying
fell asleep for a while after i got it
and now i look like i have a massive muscles too
great.

why

so many different why's

why is it always my fault?

why is it hard for me to believe what you say?

why do i always leave things till the last minute?

why does it seem like you've changed, in such a short amount time?

why?

vera

"you don't alter vera wang, you alter yourself to fit vera"

11:11

make a wish

great

why am i such a last minute person
going away in less than a week now
and i still haven't found a work experience
i need to find one before we go back.
what am i going to do?

somedays

its funny how some days, nothing goes the way you want it to...

goodbye

photos from g's goodbye party
i'm going to miss that girl so so much
i promised her i wouldn't cry,
but i still cried twice at school...
shrek i will miss you so much, i love you babe.

heart

nothing

you have no heart,
no empathy
no sympathy
no nothing

who do you think you are?
who do you think you are to cause so much pain to people
to discriminate people because of their differences
to discriminate people because of their sexuality

who are you to say these things to people?

i can't believe what cold, heartless words have come out of your mouth
never in my life have i heard anyone say anything like that to someone
convenient?
when someone says that to you that's the FIRST reaction you have? unbelievable.

sometime soon,
you need to stop. and think.
about everything you've done, and everything you've said
and then maybe you'll realise what a fucked. up. person. you. are.

time

time passes so quickly, without us even realising it
at first i thought this term was going by so slowly
but now its the second last week of term already
the second last week of this whole year
wow. where did 2009 go?
only three more days till g's last day. three more days.

idiot

you know what?
you're so full of shit
don't go around hurting people because your jealous of them, or for whatever stupid reason you're doing it for

heres something to keep in mind
think before you speak

dior

these are amazing

pity i don't have a few thousand dollars to spare...

stop

i don't know what you're trying to do
make me jealous or something?
well its not working
so stop trying already
right now, i wish you'd just leave me alone.

29/11/09

29th of november is finally here,
happy birthday babe!
i hope today was everything you wanted it to be
and i hope you like your entrap heels too
and though your memory fails you a bit, i hope it'll be a birthday you'll remember
love you boop

entrap

i think i'm in love

these are the shoes me and a few others bought for stie-ef as a birthday present
and seeing as her birthday is in a few hours i don't see why i can't just post this now...

i want these shoes...
but thats okay, because i can steal them off her if i need to. hehe

fatty

how cute are these?
saw them in a boutique in the city in cathedral arcade,
would i ever wear anything like this though?