selfish

its so far away but i can't help thinking about it time to time now,
the thought just comes drifting back into my head.
but would you seriously just go?
what about me though?
i never considered it an option, and it'd probably be a bit late now, maybe.
so many questions that have no answers.
right now i'm too confused to think about it, maybe leave it till its closer,
to really think about it, but... what then?
the thing is it isn't even about me, its about you.
i should stop thinking like such a selfish bitch.