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i don't think anyone really gets it.
lately, or for a while, lifes been kind've messed up,
or maybe it's just me..but there seem to be endless problems that i don't know how to solve.
i have amazing people around me who try to help me,
but i just shut them out.
i don't let anyone in anymore..but i didn't used to be like this. 
i know people are trying to help but i don't know whats happened.
i constantly shut people out and try to deal with everything on my own,
which obviously isn't the best idea and isn't working.
it's not like it hasn't been pointed out,
shutting out my best friend, my boyfriend, friends..everyone.
i don't know what's gotten into me,
but i'm sorry.