we're all addicted to something that takes away the pain.


Friday, May 14, 2010

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"i don't know, this photo reminds me of us, how she used to be, how we used to be."
mm well,
i agree, this photos reminds me of us too, how i used to be, how we used to be.
i know it's frustrating, i know you are all trying to help,
but the truth is i'm not lying to any of you, the ones who love me,
i just don't know what to say anymore. 
i would say i'm sorry but there isn't any point anymore,
sorry means nothing now.
i'm not exhausted of lying, because i'm not lying to any of you.
i've just stopped saying anything at all..
which yeah, i know, really doesn't help either.
i don't know what's happened to me.
i hate myself so much right now,
so i wouldn't be surprised if you all did too.

2 comments:

  1. lol you found it, LOl i thought i was being clever rofl. clearly not XD

    sorry if it came off tad mean, was a little frustrated at the time.

    and ftr saying you're fine is lying.
    i don't hate you, it just sucks a lot to see you so unhappy all the time :(

    but yes. i'm gladd youre blogging again :)

    and btw i wasnt the one who 'hrm'-ed all your posts :(

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  2. haha it was clever but, i know you too well, that i knew there was something else to it haha.

    and it wasn't really, the truth really. oh right..okay fine that was lying but that's the only bit..mm i know i'm sorry ):

    and yeah back to blogging again..took a break haha

    and yeah i have no idea who did, not many people have this url? oh well :)

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