to both my best friend and my boyfriend at the same time.
both whom i trust completely, just that it was hard on..how to say it.
i feel better somehow though, letting them know.
i know it wasn't the smartest way of stress relief,
but at the time it seemed like the best way to escape the pain,
i hoped that if nothing else could, doing that would take it away for me.
i didn't think, i just did it, but i won't do it anymore.
it was stupid and i know that.
there are scars there to haunt me and remind me..
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